Afterliving

[ Someone sounds down. Really, down. Now that things have calmed down at least  little, after all the panic from before, it's time to look back at the losses and Yamashita doesn't find things to be very pretty. He's presented himself to the network in many many moods before , but this time Yamashita's voice just sounds kind of muffled as if he's speaking while clutching a pillow. ]

Hey..... a lot of people have disappeared, haven't they? Even though I went and befriended many people, a lot of them are gone already... 
This is different from someone moving away in life, I get that... When someone leaves here there's not a good-bye party and you'll... you'll never meet agaaaaaaaiiiiiiin. 

[ A break follows that outburst, he's collecting his thoughts. ]

I got a roommate lately but he's gone again. I didn't really get to know him much, actually, but I'd have liked to. There's Suzuhara, too, he was a good guy. And I-chan.... Ichigo Amano... I'd have liked to like... tell her something before she left. To be honest, I don't really know what. But it feels wrong to ... just ..... 

[ He clears his throat. He's not going to cry on audio, he's just not going to cry... It is so hard to grasp for him, people disappearing like that. In his ordinary little world before death, people didn't just leave. His world had been constant and he could rely on people being there. Now, it is like every moment could be the last. You'd think that after death you'd be done with thoughts of dying, but for Yamashita it's the opposite. The concept of death, of the end, as such only now rises to his conscious awareness. ]

Anyway... how's everyone holding up with the shadow situation? I hope those who are here now are fine at least...

((ooc: action open for housemates! he's lying on his bed as he speaks, so feel free to approach.))

audio;

Guuuys! If you were crazy enough to not go outside already, then grab a scarf or something and come out here, it's amazing! Kind of weird considering we just had a beach and now it's all... arctic? Antarctic? Anyway! There's penguins! Come out and see, it's so great!

[ From the sound of it, he's already outside, broadcasting with his cellphone. And boy does he sound excited. ]

action;

[ Honestly, it's things like these that make Yamashita forget he's dead. The weirdness of the happenings alienates him each time, but only for a moment, and then he's just into it. It's a good thing sometimes to have a simple one-track-ish mind. He can just honestly enjoy himself now and forget sorrow for a good while.

Wrapped in a lot of clothes that look kind of out of place, Yamashita can be found outside close to a group of penguins, kind of attempting to get closer and pat them on the head. They mostly walk away from him though, presumably thinking 'what a weird enthusiastic kid'. ]