9th Concert - [ voice ; backdated to April 23rd ]

[violined]

 I'm back. And by that I mean I'm suppose I'm not an 'NPC' anymore, whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean. I get the basics I guess, whatever, moving on....

[ He's been without memories for 3 days and he's had it with this weird state of not knowing a single thing. Even without any memory of who he is, Kohaku hadn't really been comfortable letting the world know of this kind of vulnerable state at first. But now that he's beginning to feel his memory won't return any time soon, he's really gotten sick of hiding out in the house with only housemates around and uncertainty in his head. ]

My name's apparently Kohaku, but as that post yesterday said, I don't remember a single shred of my life. So tell me. Who the fuck am I. Don't try any unrealistic crap, I'm not in the mood for jokes. All I wanna know is what kind of person I was before this shit went down. What I did or whatever.

[ Relying on others like this really feels awkward, but at this rate he's willing to give it a shot. He sincerely hopes he actually spoke to a lot of people here before so that there will be any use to this post. ]

((ooc: i'll be kind of vague with what he remembers from after he was de-npced and what he's been told about the situation, seeing the actual thread of him being de-npced is not at that point yet. This is also obviously backdated. Kohaku's memory officially returned today, as of the 28th, but he'll be avoiding people for a little bit with that.))

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audio;

[extraordinarily]

Do you want me to show you some moments of dialogue from the network?

audio;

[violined]

[ He's almost nervous to hear his old self speak now that he's not been it for a while, but the idea doesn't sound so bad. ]

Yeah, guess that'd help.

audio;

[extraordinarily]

Give me a second.

[ And then she'll switch to text, linking him anything she can find here that isn't a filtered thread. ]

Does that help? Also you can probably try heading the the music room to try and refresh.

audio;

[violined]

[ The reply comes much later, because he now first takes the time to go through some of that. ]

Weird feeling to listen to yourself without knowing what you're gonna say, I tell you. I'm a violinist, huh? Not bad.

audio;

[extraordinarily]

Yeah, I totally understand how you feel. If you want to go to the music room and try playing the violin, you can do that. And if that doesn’t work, I can always try to reteach you and see if that does anything.

audio;

[violined]

Is it safe to go there? I may not really know anything about this place, but the situation seems kind of shitty right now.

audio;

[extraordinarily]

I can probably sneak you in. As long as you stay close, we should be fine.

[losthersheep]

So it is possible to change someone back..

[ Mami is relieved to hear that, though it doesn't manage to relieve of all the pain she's been holding on to lately. ]

I didn't really get to speak to you much, before you were turned...but if there's anything I can do to help, you can ask me. ...Of, if you don't remember, my name is Mami Tomoe.

[violined]

I had to be told my own name, other's names are probably a bit too much to ask, so thanks I guess.

Yeah, it is possible to come back. Not very pretty though. I apparently was killed to do so.

[losthersheep]

Was it painful? Do you remember dying?

[ Mami can't help but ask. She remembers her own death, how it hadn't been that painful as she just slipped away. ]

There has to be a better way..

[violined]

Not really, not right now... My memory starts from waking back up, I just kind of got the explanations.

You wake up in the middle of blood and think 'well, who am I'. Wasn't nice but not painful, at least.

[losthersheep]

That must be difficult, not even remembering who your friends are or your own name..

If you'd like...I can try to make you something to eat. I suppose you don't remember what your favorite dish is do you?

[violined]

Yeah, 'difficult' might be an understatement.

[ He constantly tries to play over how uncomfortable he really is with this situation. An existence entirely out of context is the least desirable thing. ]

And nah, got no clue. But I can't imagine I've been picky. Any specific reason why you're so supportive?

[mightletyouknowme]

Huh? When did you turn into an NPC?

[Sena seemed to have that missed that somehow.]

You weren't a good guy but you weren't always an idiot, either.

[violined]

What did I just tell you? Memory loss. Total amnesia. I wouldn't know when that happened. How that happened. Why that happened. ....you could ask that Accelerator guy who brought me back, he'd probably know better.

Not always an idiot, well if that isn't high praise.

[mightletyouknowme]

Just because you're not always one doesn't mean you're not right now! I'm trying to help!

[violined]

Aaargh... alright, alright, I get it!

[ He wishes he could remember who she is so he'd know how to treat her at least. This is so hard. ]

Seems like you talked to me quite a bit. What kind of relation do we have?

[mightletyouknowme]

Huh? [What kind did they have?]

We were partners.

oh my god sena that was a cute statement

[violined]

[ Partners, huh? Certainly sounds relevant. Kohaku briefly wonders if he can believe her, but she really doesn't seem to be lying. This is kind of awkward, now he knows even less how to act. ]

I have no clue in what we even were partners, but I guess that means I should trust you...?

voice;

[tsunball]

[ People turning back losing their memories.. man, it's like you're just seriously screwed over no matter what once you get caught by those shadows. Either you stay an NPC forever or you just lose your memories anyway.. ]

Well, you still act like yourself, so I don't see you having too much of a problem there.

voice;

[violined]

Guess that's a good thing. Judging by what I was told, that 'NPC' I was was practically another person. Three selves would get messy and I don't want any part in that.

How do I know you?

[tsunball]

What do you expect me to say, that I'm your long lost brother or whatever?

[ Seriously, what kind of question is that. Not like he can answer "oh, nothing, you just kick the shit out of me on a regular basis.." ]

[violined]

[ Yeah. He'd probably be pleased hearing it even if he doesn't know why the two of them fight so much. ]

How incredible heartwarming to meet again, brother, I missed you so much.

No shit, some regular stuff like 'you live across the hall' or 'we share a class' would do.

[tsunball]

Dude, don't tell me you're still thinking of all this shit in terms of school. I hardly even go to class. [ Just enough to keep him out of trouble m.. ost of the time... but even then he usually just sleeps in the back or something. Perfect napping spot. ]

We just talk sometimes. There aren't a lot of us here, so after a while you just know everyone. It's like that. [ D-don't think too much of it!! ]

[violined]

'Still' you say as if I had a long life to look back on. I haven't gone to class once yet though.

[ He sighs exasperatedly. Oh well. ]

Alright then.