[ The reply takes a moment because Kohaku literally throws his phone across the room as soon as he read it. Was he better at self-reflecting, he would have seen that there's a point here - his unlimited hatred is constant and his reactions according to that are quite the same each time. ]
Decide your own questions for yourself, asshole.
I'm not a doll, here less than ever.
[ Well, considering his body here is his and there's no virus anywhere. Given the general situation, he's probably doll enough - at the mercy of puppeteers. Maybe there's no way to not be a doll to someone. The rulers are dolls, ruling over a realm of puppets. It's the same wherever. Makes one wonder what being human even means.
Kohaku clings to the thought of being 'real' almost pathetically because maybe somewhere deep down he knows that there is very little real motivation in him. He hates the world and everyone in it, but simultaneously he will always follow the lead of those exact people. His ideals are pretty far from his own reach and even if they were, he might start loathing that as well. Inside Kohaku's mind there's no winning. And that's exactly what he wants. Hating everything is a good excuse to keep on fighting. ]
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Decide your own questions for yourself, asshole.
I'm not a doll, here less than ever.
[ Well, considering his body here is his and there's no virus anywhere. Given the general situation, he's probably doll enough - at the mercy of puppeteers.
Maybe there's no way to not be a doll to someone. The rulers are dolls, ruling over a realm of puppets. It's the same wherever. Makes one wonder what being human even means.
Kohaku clings to the thought of being 'real' almost pathetically because maybe somewhere deep down he knows that there is very little real motivation in him. He hates the world and everyone in it, but simultaneously he will always follow the lead of those exact people. His ideals are pretty far from his own reach and even if they were, he might start loathing that as well. Inside Kohaku's mind there's no winning. And that's exactly what he wants. Hating everything is a good excuse to keep on fighting. ]